Individual and Group Assignment and Tofu Guy

Month passed after a month. Just a wink of my eyes, the due dates of the assignments has finally attack me one by one. Fortunately I done my both individual assignments quickly (marketing for hospitality and tourism and accommodation service). At the time it was a very tiring and pressuring days for me. I had to do my marketing's both individual and group assignment many times, it was such a ciken dayy...... But I had a certain person who was coloring my fucked up days. I will name it Tofu Guy. This tofu guy is very detailed apart from its looks. hahahha Me and Ily have been through under his cikened plan an instructions more than 2 times if I can assume. Even tough he is very obstinate like me after all, for some reasons, he is just contaminated my mind. I assume it isn't a love, maybe it is just a some fucked up obsessions or fantasies, since I have been really lonely (jones) these times. He makes me feel so excited hahaha. He got that sweet smile, nice teeth, intense slanted eyes .... (and just now i got a news from my mama that my dog has became a mother, congrats hua hua). Ok, let's continue the Tofu Guy. He is white, and I It just makes me want to have him, to give a bite if I can hahahha, sounds crazy right? (thirsty beast)... But I won't do the same mistake, I won't tell him that he is handsome in my eyes, I also don't want him to know that I think of him every times, every nights, ciken.... I can't force him to like me anyway. I'm still learning not to force the one that I interested in to do the same thing to me, it is not even a love anyway, just an obsession .... yes, it is. Don't you take it so hard now, and please don't take it so bad.... I'm still thinking about you, and the time we had baby (guns n roses_don't cry)